I don't know if anyone uses this anymore,  but in case anyone does read this, I have some terrible news.

Jack Bradley, navarchus, has passed away after a long illness this last year.

I met him here on livejournal 20 years ago and we have since reconnected on Facebook in recent years. We often spoke on the phone and I'd like to think we have become close, especially over this last year.

Sorry to be the bearer of bad news. I'm terribly heartbroken.

Its the fifth anniversary of my mom's death.  No one is online and there is no one to talk to.

Im very sad.

Feels like my life has been all adventures lately. Need to make a post about it bit its too hard from my phone....

ooo super creepy!

sitting here, playing ff6 on emulater when i hear a knock at the door. its almost 2am and who the eff is it? i go to the door, don't open it, and ask who it is. she say's its (and i swear this is true) bambi, and she needs help. i ask her through the door, which i've now locked, how i can help her and if she needs me to call 911. she needs to get to someplace called sterling point appts off of ellsworth. i tell her i can't help her and i'm not going to let her inside, but i will call her a cab. she says ok.

i called the cab, explained the situation (to which even the dispatch was creeped out), and told bambi (who is softly sobbing) that the cab will be here in like a half hour or so, but they asked her to stay by the curb to wait.

i told aubrey and she was even more creeped out than i was. but really, as aubs pointed out, who goes to a random house at the end of a culdesac to ask for help when there are gas stations and lit streets just a block or two away?

maybe i've watched too much t.v., but i'm not opening my door to a complete stranger at two am. nope.

Gay marriage is officially legal in all fifty states now. bout time.

Pride was... exhausting. Hung with kori, nichole, nicholes gf rosie, and a giel we met there baed annabelle.

Ended up taking some molly, which was fun,but i think i may be a bit too old for it these days.

Hit up cc's, embers and Casey's.  Then ithink we hit brickhouse on the way back to koris. Got to see brian coleman and met a few others.

Fell asleep and kori took me home about 2pm.  Felt gross all day and realized i hadnt eaten anything for like two days. Was able to get down a bowl of chili that Dan had made but that was it.

Yesterday i made soup but i got nauseous and threw up. Managed to get a bowl down a few hours later,but threw up two more times.  I never throw up, ugh.

Today is work. Kinda dreading it, but im so behind on bills right now that i must go.

Sorry for typos, on my phone.

Weird dreams about moving in with an older white guy and an asian woman.  A couple days later we got in a fight. There were fists, hoses and guns involved.

Coal, our cat, killed a dove today. Dan was pretty upset.  We then went on to pick wildflowers in the field behind the house.

Work is driving me nuts.  Im so sick of being the "go to" guy for every shift that needs covered. Randomly put in a resume for something on craigslist, but we'll see.

So my grandpa died today...

Sounds like things are going well though.  God job

so here's a funnyish story:

a friend and old coworker of mine had gone out with some friends and had like two beers. on the way home, she stopped at Wendy's for some food. she put in her order, paid for the order, then waited a super long time at the window for her food. as the line piled up behind her, they had her move off to the side to wait.

so she waits....and waits....and waits... she is about to go inside to ask what is going on when, "woop! woop!" the cops are behind her.

so wendy's apparently called the cops on her because they thought they could smell alcohol. my friend had to do the breathalizer and got a .09. the cops almost arrest her but find out she's military and instead call her sargeant to report her to him.

my poor friend.

the LJ app finally got an update!

So I proposed to Dan and we're engaged!  weird lol

theres this kid i used to hang with when i was 18ish who is now on my facebook. his posts are always negative toward others, and i keep thinking i should just delete him.

today he posted that he was sick of people complaining about the internet posting spoilers about Game of Thrones. he then proceeded to let out the secret of last night's episode and basically told everyone to suck it.

i, having read the entire series, proceeded to post a few spoilers on my own to him. take that, jerk.

doing some laundry while waiting to go to work. i really like my new job, but i'd rather just be bartending at a dive place to be honest. this place is cool, but i'm serving and making a drink here and there. no worries.

for as much as I am agnostic, I believe in God and I honestly believe he (and my mom) actively watch over me and help me in times of duress.

i need new shoes. i just bought these like two months ago and they are all torn apart and the soles are giving out. boo.

it's so nice out...i dont wanna go to work.

also, someday i'll make a real post about what's happening in my life. i still read lj everyday?

it's been awhile since i last updated anything and i don't know where to begin? so, i will just stick to what's happening in my life now.

been working at the new gay bar/restaurant here in vancouver for the last 4 months or so. i actually really dig it and love the kids i work with. the main thorn in everyone's side was darris (drag name rhia) who was the general manager who only had a bad attitude towards customers and the crew. he is finally gone and all is right with the world.

i'm making ok money now, i should have been doing the waiter thing years ago. i also bartend now as well which is quite a bit of fun. after talking to a bartender friend of mine, she told me she made 98,000 last year alone, and it was a super slow year for her. this gives me hope that someday i'll come close.

i did make like 2500ish last month before taxes. considering i left s.e.h. (the factory i worked at before this) making about 1800 a month or so i definitely feel that i made the correct job move. when i left seh i told them i was going to be a waiter and it certainly feels awesome to have actually done it.

in other news, i'm buying a 1988 pathfinder from a friend of mine for 999. he's letting me make payments and it only has minor things wrong with it. it does need the internal thermostat replaced, but my friend already bought the part and i just need someone with the know how to do it. it should be an easy fix.

i still have never gotten a driver's license, so i'm working on that as well.

dan is doing well too. he is finally transitioning from his management position at target to being a driving instructor at a private company. he likes it, though he will lose pay and his benefits.

as a couple things are great! we love our house, chickens, cat, and bees. we have far too many eggs to eat so we sell what we can.

dan just woke up so i'm gonna get off here and get some breakfast.

yay! tmobile sent me a new phone so i downloaded the lj app!

hi! i haven't posted in awhile, so here's this:



birthday in two and a half weeks!